herm okok now firz step of getting rid of moi mask bahx... dun think gonna use moi private blog le bahx unless somethingx tt concern someppl de and shdnt tell others de... sch daex oso nt much thingx happen wht and tt dunwan ta keep too much thingx inside mi... heez... so gonna type most of moi thingx here bahx... okok letx see... these few daes quite lotx of thingx happening... AK course... herm letx see... alot ppl cry bahx... but to be frank i din lorhz... on stage oso din... juz cha yi dian cry out bahx... herm cause mi 4 those who noe mi larhz... i am constantli thinking bout all these thingx lorhz... herm actualli mi quite goot wif moi parentx bahx... juz 2thingx tt i make them angry... moi room is alwaes in a mess... and tt i din study bahx... din somehow quarrel wif them lorhz... cause mi good boi mahx.. heez... but ohh wellx goot boi shd study rite hahaz... lolx... the dae my grandma pass awae i realized tt i haf been neglecting my family members... felt veri down during the holx... becuz of alot factors larhz.. so de zui le hen duo ren.. but jiu ohh wellx... juz a sorri here 4 those i de zui larhz... herm hope they wun so xiao qi to ji dao xian zai larhz hahaz... herm okok bac to wht happen this few daes larhz... herm okok some ppl wu hui mi love some pPL... dunno shd gif excuss nt leh hahaz... or shd sae justify nt... juz to sae... i lurve my meix... my tnlx... my goddaughter... tt pPL... my lao po... ya... so nt tt kind of bgr thingy... so dun go kajiao her bahx... shall i beg u all? hahaz... herm letx see... nop... cause i trust u all =)... okok juz ta sae bout np... herm my squad their drillx is so sucki... then the stupid maju change liao... til so er xin lorhz... even ncox cant do it... lolx... hahaz ohh wellx btw nxt fri is 2nd clz drill test bahx.. will do my best 4 it de... and ohh wellx failed my a.mathx mastery.. so hafta retake nxt wk lorhz... herm ppl pray 4 mi hor hahaz... but mi believe this time i will pass de... heez...

hahaz okok bout todae... went ta shop wif parentx in the morning... bout alot stuff... ta eat de hahaz... oh wellx this new yr will be super sian lorhx... cause cant visit otherx... cannot bai nian... dunno why leh itx said tt firz new yr after relative pass awae cannot bai nian... so hafta juz stay at hm lorhz... herm but ppl... can come visit mi... heez... ohhh ya saw this sentence at the dunno where hahaz... translated to eng
clever ppl understand others...
wise ppl understand themselves...
onli after understanding self then can trueli inderstand others...
hahaz juz some food 4 thoughtx bahx.. okok type quite long le... so buaiz...

herm todae is closing ceremony 4 the 3 dae course bahx.. found it kool bahx... when most of the ppl went up and tok bout their guilt all tt... herm letx see... now like every1 easier ta trust lidar... most ppl tookk off their mask bahx... why ever trust when ppl lie... now after the course... feel tt everything haf restarted bahx... cong xin ren shi the ppl ard mi... cong xin ren shi myself... herm no longer hates those i used to hate b4... cant be keeping those thingx 4 so long bahx... using a baby's eye ta look at this world is so great lorhz... every1 seems so nice and friendli...think this is the greatest thing bout the course bahx... hope the baby wun be hurt again bahx... but even if so juz hope tt chd realli continue trusting ppl... herm juz tt end everything... love ya ppl.... those who cares bout mi... those who noe mi... and 4 those who r sad... herm cheer up bahx... face life braveli bahx... thingx will turn out fine... betta than expected...

herm todae AK course alot ppl cry bahx... as expected... herm ohh wellx... on the bridge of crying bahx... but ohh wellx... juz becuz all this thingx i haf gone through and reflected b4 le bahx... lost my grandma last yr 2nd last dae of sch... cried til siao... thought thru life bahx... love moi parent lotx bahx... but jiu sometimes realli qi de shi hou will fa pi qi at them... herm but after tt jiu apologize le... herm cant sae mi veri xiao shun larhz... still working on it =)... but ya... so wun get too affected by wht gary said... juz tt the part bout his grandma realli struck mi bahx.... nt mi ham chee ta cry infront of otherx (alot ppl saw me cry b4 le in clz) juz tt everything over le mahx... cant keep crying over moi grandma bahx... as 4 parentx... itx nt the time to cry bahx... still got alot thingx haben done 4 them... herm okok mi lei le... going ta slp le... nitex tl update more bahx

herm lolx nvr missed ta update todae... herm letx see... went 4 AK course... quite ok larhz... juz quite lotx of horni joke larhz.... herm todae learnt howta speed read and mind-maping bahx... still got some ren sheng de dao li larhz... herm din somehow get motivated by gary all those guyx bahx todae.... somehow the onli thing that will remains in mi head after monthx will be tt the trainer are horni larhz... herm but realli muz chen ren tt they can speak darn well lorhz hahaz... jealous... hahaz but tml seems more exciting bahx... shd be learning more in advance bahx... cause todae those like all being covered by either mms tan or those being brainwashed de tcher larhz... (exceot those horni jokes...) herm y am i keep emphasizing on the joke ar hahaz... okok will try nt to bring this out again hahaz... herm ya so bot sweetx on the wae bac hm... suprised tt the ntuc is still open heez... then wenta buy sweetx... so tt tml wun keep wan slp... wanna zuan xin tml heez...
herm actualli mi todae already being motivated le leh... but nt by them bahx... herm by fredrick.... he rawkx man... herm was sitting on the train hm wif him bahx... chatted lorhz... herm he veri tired le lorhz )cause got match and tt AK course is somehow oso veri tiring...) but he say tt he go hm still wan do mathx and revise on them... herm realli veri pei fu him bahx... but xiang xiang i shd be doing this too lorhz... sec4 le leh... if i dun start now then when will i start... herm then he still sae tml wan go sch earli train bball... herm realli moi ou xiang liao hahaz... can balance cca and studies... he thurs still got match lorhz... then he sae he miss alot of lesson le... so tml he gonna study his geog... those lesson he missed... jia you bahx fred... heez... but ehhh take care bahx... dun tired urself up too much wor... U already gou shou le... worst than mi lorhz... then taller somemore hahaz...
okok bye ppl... herm hope can learn things from the course bahx... moi view for the course change le leh... hahaz... cause bo hui super tamed lorhz when he is there... so ehhh... shdnt sae course lan... shd sae tt in sch de bo hui is veri er.... hahaz okok bye (again hahaz lolx)

herm hix ppl... herm todae ar juz another sian dae... but herm a rare dae... rare tt i woke up at 11+ hahaz... diaox... ophx mi becoming more like a pig le... herm maybe it is common to others larhz but ehhh mi alwaes bout 9=10wake up de... todae jiu realli lazy larhz... ytd slp 4got to off alarm then stupid lorhx.. 5 wake mi up argh... or shd sae i 4got swith it to silent mood hahaz... 5 jiu wake up lorhz... then went bac slp again lorhz shou jiu slp til so late wake up larhz... herm mi wan go kbox!!! argh herm but broke le... and any1 wan pei mi go? hahaz... herm okok then another rare thing... moi room is CLEAN!! woah realli a rare thing wor hahaz.... being forced to clean moi room lorhz... herm but glad mi ting hua hahaz... found moi long lost fav shirt... woah hahaz... then ehh found alot interesting thingx too... past memories keep coming back to mi... herm realli appreciate all tt ppl haf done 4 mi bahx... and all post cards and stuff recieved... herm shd noe who u all bahx... no need mi sae out bahx hahaz... juz ta sae... every step i moved i moved wrongli is a lesson learnt bahx... shou realli din regret anything... in life nth goes on smoothli bahx... thinking back hard times are more memorable bahx... herm again... thx ppl 4 all tt u haf done 4 mi... those love i haf recieve... those care i haf got from u all... Sorri to those i haf hurt... sometimes i realli din gu dao ppl's gan shou bahx... ji de shi hou i realli dunno wht i am toking de... herm so ppl 4give mi can? hahaz... but ehh dun flood moi blogx wif U R WELCOME hor ppl hahaz....
LURVE YA ppl... Take care bahx... anything can come find mi... mi will try moi best to help de... heez... herm missing the TnL's daes... the SWB's daes... The TWO special part of moi life... ohh ya... thx moi meix 4 everything... 4 understanding mi... 4 caring 4 mi... 4 trusting mi... as usual ur gor will be alwaes there 4 u... but seems like u all r all quite happi now heez... sorri larhz bu zhi bu jue got 8 meix le... but i realli care bout u all... luvYA... Mei Rawkx!!! the sotong... the pandax... the pigx.... the baby... and all bahx... heez.... nth more ta sae le... juz tt tml shd be going to orchard... herm ta buy new yr clothes bahx... wif parent lorhz.. hahaz... dunno shd sad or wht hahaz... dun like going shoping wif them cause cant buy too ex de thingx... but 1 thing is tt hahaz... they pay wht lolx... okok cyaz ppl.... on mon... looking 4ward the AK course

herm okok juz updating bit bit bout todae... herm Happi hari raya hahaz diaoz... herm injured myself bahx... sad case... morning went ta plae bball.... injury AGAIN... lolx... herm AND1 vs GIMICKX... herm gimickx win bahx... hahaz... ppl mux be wonder mi join which group... hahaz... gimickx larhz... herm but this match izzen quite fair bahx... gimickx total like got 11 ppl came while AND1 got onli 7? so they less subsitution larhx... though we onli sub during the quarters... herm anywae looking forward to another match... argh now mi lamer than eva le... haiz... hope wun be like moi beloved tcher mr chin lidat... herm somehow dreading and looking 4ward to Adam khoo course... shant decide whether it is goot or baddi now... shall leave it to after the course... okok BAC ta TODAE bahx... herm actualli wanna go kbox again de... but ohh wellx... nvm larhx save 4 nxt time... mi goot pei parentx go walk walk.... herm wanna buy a bag... cant find any nice de todae... nvm hahaz... nxt wk bahx... or any1 wan pei mi go look 4 a baggy... heez... can register thru msg or tagboard hahaz... diaoz... like any1 wud lidat... hahaz... ohhh ya shant go walk walk so soon again cause mi bian lame liao lorhz hahaz.... todae walking wif diff lorhz... dunno do i look like chin walking... hope nt... trying ta make it as style as possible hahaz... diaoz... haiz darn sian now... dunno wht to do... thinking of sch hahaz... or rather moi friendx... my meix... my GAYX... hahaz... grace dun gen mi qiang wor... u sure lose de... fred is mine.... lolx... okok logging off buaiz

herm here ta update... again... hahaz... ehhh wht to sae leh... haf mastery test todae after sch... AGAIN... hahaz.... A.mathx mastery larhz... then as usual cant do it... herm AGAIN... flung it bahx... at most 30/80... tt sux rite... herm mi still nt working hard bahx... shall realli reflect bout it... herm maybe the adam khoo course will help... hope so bahx... but ehhh dun wanta be brain washed... cause ehh... bo hui juz a typical example of 1... if the outcome is like HIM... then suan le... lang fei mi money hahaz... but zui hou hai shi yao kao zi ji bahx... mi will workx hard de... herm as 4 how hard i will decide 4 moiself bahx hahaz...
herm shi qi... lidat diu ur gor... herm but ohh wellx nvm larhx yuan liang u lorhz since i can do nth bout it... angry or nt still the same... juz ehhh dun do it again le....
ya von oso... hahaz... okok then signing off... so sian haix

herm letx see.... todae haf chem mastery lorhz... darn cham... sure die de lorhz... dun even haf a 100% noe question.... argh... even mcq oso dunno howta do leh haiz... aiya nvm larhz suan le... after tt veri stress jiu went plae bball instead of studying 4 tml's mathx lest... herm dunno wht ta sae bahx... juz wanna thx 1 person... heez... David.... shock bahx... herm came out of avt tgt then he go hm mi go plae bball.... he msg mi saying tt i can play 4eva but this is the onli chance i can study... herm quite true bahx... thx dude... will be yong gong de... from er... when onwards neh hahaz... but realli regreted going ta plae bball.... herm mi alreadi gou lame le lorhx... then this lame ivan lim makes mi lamer... was somehow knock down by him... herm til now stil beri pain... poor mi =p... so tml hafta lame ta sch and lame ard sch lorhz.... and tt now i am laming in my blog lolx...
herm ok larhz tml a.mathx mastery lorhz... will try ta work 4 it de... herm but darn tired now... leg pain pain de... argh... wanna scold tt lamer again... diaoz... okok...
ehhh... to ni-ting-de-dao... roughli guessed who u are bahx... but ehh... cant confirm since no name given... herm visitors plz leave ur name behind... thx heez... all r welcome larhz...
to jia ru... herm hahaz todae 4got ta gif u the Ni Ting De Dao bookie... sorri... too busy and stress over chem le larhz... now chem over le though beri cham larhz but hahaz.... tml got a.mathx as said earlier... so ehhh u come find mi k?(if i din go ta u) thx gurl
to jia qing and cel... herm letx see.... din see u2 coming ta moi blog nowadaes leh... sobx... u2 R moi zui zhong shi de du zhe leh hahaz... herm cel can understand... jia qing jiu no excuse hahaz... herm cel hows ya course... take care wor... but err dun wishta see a totalli new cel tml... dun be brainwashed wor...

herm dunno bahx... every1 seems to be leaving mi... drifting apart from moi friendx bahx... dunno why... suddenli like evey1 haf a hiding mask de... realli wish can trust ppl like i do b4 but... aiya dunno larhz... ppl do thingx behind moi back lorhz... and when i noe it everything is over liao... i dun care bout the thing actualli but wht i care is tt y it concerns mi and i am the last 1 who noe... y none of moi so called goot friendx tell mi anything bout it bahx... feel so lost bahx... y bother trust when ppl lie... herm maybe bahx... but is the world realli tt crude... sometimes a stranger can be trusted more bahx.... they got no reason to hai u bahx... aiya suan le... so sian rite this 2 entry.. herm bear wif it bahx... cause moi feelings r worst than urs...(ppl who read til bek chek)

Sadx... Sian... Pressurized... haiz realli dunno wht now bahx.. haiz... can anybody get mi out of this fix? argh.... itx so er... diaox lorhx.... dunno wht ta sae le larhz... and dun wanna think le larhz... F off...

herm dun quite noe wht ta write bahx hahaz... juz tt ohh ya... sec1 campfire juz ended ytd bahx... last yr is bout june? hahaz... then this yr so fast... herm but the performace quite nice bahx... their bonding veri goot hahaz... herm... mi was doing campfire duty larhz... feed the fire all tt stuff... herm ohh ya... the sky was nice... though empty de... juz got a super small moon hahaz... no full moon... sad case... tt time guides camp fire got full moon lorhz... kewl hahaz... okok... then ehhh not quite a success larhz the fire part... chemical X fail larhz... hahaz... then jiu oh wellx nvm larhz... at least nt a failure jiu hao le..

nxt todae is cca open house... darn sian leh... keep waking ard... then ya... nth much ta sae... juz tt all ncox tio scolded after the training.. haiz... sad case... after tt went plae bball... hai hao larhz... VSing a 20+ person... but nt veri pro de... so jiaoxin win by abit larhz... then zhirong they all came le then plae larhz... mostli mi, kok and xuelin 1 team... hahaz... VS height lai jiang we win le larhx.. hahaz... but ehhh mi too solo le... sorri hahaz... but still win ohh wellx thx 4 xuelin's rebound hahaz...
herm okok nxt nth ta sae le then juz bye bahx... ppl... rawkx on...

herm todae considered firz dae of sch bahx hahaz... herm... letx see todae actualli quite a happi dae bahx... unlike sat and sun so sian hahaz... herm had chem 4 firz period... as usual... hyunh is crapping... herm so let her be bahx... juz tt i haf ta jia you miself le... after chem is eng... herm happi tt mi dropped to band 4 hahaz... considered the best tcher among all le bahx... lawrence... hahaz... got miss herng (she sux form wht i heard) then miss goh (hahaz suan le dunwan sae her hahaz) and ashari(er she ar hai hao)... eng dunno y like veri fast jiu ended liao... did a section of a worksheet onli... herm then pe lorhz... hahaz... took height and weight... then did some pull up.... hai hao larhz... recess nth special... din eat as usual... mi jian fei larhz... then geo... mtrs lim... quite goot tcher... but juz tt dunno why HUmans de tcher all siao siao de hahaz... hahaz... din listen much ta her clz... somehow kept msging... herm after reccess jiu keep msging le larhz... hahaz... but at least i din slp in clz todae hor hahaz... after geog... jiu mathx... mr chye veri cute lorhz... darn farni... his facial expression hahaz... then he bu shi he jiang eng de larhz then jiu hahaz... lolx... after tt JW jiu come hm le lorhz hahahz....

herm nxt section is 4 the bdae gurl von... herm happi bdae... hope ya like the prezzie mi gif u... then er... hahaz... ya ur bdae wish came true wor hahaz... hahaz... wish ta grow taller then guo ran taller le... grow by 1.5cm... nt bad leh... herm mi still the short kid like last yr 170... sobx... wun grow le hahaz... herm stay happi gurlx... take care... then stay cute bahx... anything can call or msg mi... (sth magical) herm Lim said sth magical todae too lolx... diaoz...

herm updating cause mi veri sian hahaz lolx... herm life is boring... think tt sch is fun... cause i nv listen in clz... nv do hw... jiu of cause fun larhz lolx... herm gonna change this kind of xiang fa le... wanna work hard le... but jiu veri diff lorhz haiz... miss moi friendx... esp those dui mi veri hao 1... thx to ppl who msg mi juz ta tok ta mi de... realli helpx lotx... at least i wun rot hahaz... er 4 those who msg mi 4 work and stuff jiu hahaz... ehh thx 4 keeping mi updated? hahaz lolx... herm nth much ta write leh... darn sian...
herm ohh ya todae reflection dae... veri lazy ta do the writing out leh... maybe since i am writing here then jiu write moi reflection here bahx... on the past few daes...
Mon... did nth basiccall... except 4 meeting moi NEW form tcher... Mrs HYUNH... she ar tan bai lai shuo as form tcher still AVERRAGE hahaz... juz tt cant keep the clz QUIET...(FEW tcher can) hahaz then as CHEM tcher i shall be goot and nt sae here larhx... since like every1 oso XIN ZHI DU MING le larhz... hahaz... herm nxt is career guidance... herm tt guy quite cute... hahaz... can tok damn wellx lorhz... mi jealous liao larhz hahaz.... diaox... anywae quite interesting larhz... after sch stayed in sch 4 awhile then went hm... herm veri KONG BU lorhz... the tempt block is like EMPTY mins after dismissal... nv happen b4 lorhz...
Tues... herm tues went to learning trip... To NEWater plant... herm hai hao larhz... CANT EXpect much from learning trip hahaz.... went there watch alot of videos bout howta process ta water all tt larhz... heez got AiR-Con and WELL CUSHIONED Seat... LOLX... can SLP.. hahaz lolx... then somehow slpt there... herm 1 thing i haf ta sae... MAMA CHONG hor... she see mi, fred and QIng slacking ard while they allow us ta experiment wif the lessons there and scolded us lorhz... sae wht we lazy keep sitting there on the seat... (while others oso lidat lorhz) haiz then BI YU WU NAi haf ta walk ard lorhz... once we stood up and move tt stud chong went ta sit there and slack... WHT the *TOOT*... lidat oso can... lolx... wan seat then sae larhx... mi veri GOOT student de sure will gif seat to an OLD lady de... hahaz then reaching sch jiu went plae bball lorhz... nth much ta sae bout bball... juz fun and normal... lolx...
WED... herm quite an interesting dae... DId CIP... but er mi block few ppl hm lorhz so onli entertained like 3unitx... 4 the 4 lvlx larhz... herm but quite alot stuff bahx... quite PITY the AJC ppl... going on FRI lolx... wondering if they get anything.. lolx... maybe they can get 2 RECENT newspaper from each unit bahx.. lolx... reach sch EARLI... KEWL... Hyunh treat us drink... but i din get any... clz got 41 ppl then she bot 36... mi GOOT nt KIASU din go snatch the drinkx... then lolx all drinkx are GONE... hahaz... but realli larhz is i bu XI HAN... Juz a pack of lemon barley or wht larhz hahaz... NOT chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan hor... herm then after tt went 4 the tsunami disaster relief effort VOLUNTEER thingy... herm dun quite agree on the VOLUNTEER part hahaz... but quite meaningfull thing larhz... went ta pack the stuff lorhz... gurlx in air-con rm while guys under hot sun... but jiu ohh wellx... hahaz... herm BO HUI they all veri dotx... went there then work awhile jiu go eat those things they prep 4 volunteers... they eat realli alot lorhz like.... typical SINGAPOREAN act... KIASU... lolx... BU CHI BAI BU CHI... hahaz lolx... sho they like ate 3-5plates of meefen? hahaz... dunno larhz... heck care too... nt mi probx... hahaz... after tt went bac ta sch play bball again hahaz lolx...
THURX... herm sch time quite ok larhz... got SEXtuality course... herm quite boring... last 4 bout 3 hr? herm GANG KAI slp til veri tian there... shd be thinking of PEI GUAT... heez... =p...herm after tt admin stuff wif HYUNH again bahx... chose committee... mi arnt inside... last yr VC le... this yr heng din tio anything... CONGRAT ta RAPOL... er... sorri palx... like i SABO de but is like er... U goot wht... lolx... herm keep msging in her clz lolx... HYUNH unfront mi msg under desk... hyunh sitting right behind mi... mi jiu msg on the table lolx... dun think she notice bahx... but when MR YONG enter mi clz, i realli CHUA TIO lorhz... but think he PAK JIAO or wht larhz lolx...or maybe he gimmi chance... cause he alwaes act blur to this kind stuff de... herm after sch got np... quite ok larhz... SEC2 GUYX RAWKX BAHX... cause MI squad mahx... lolx... hahaz... RAWKX ON...
FRI... herm a lame name to a most meaningfull dae... REFLECTION DAY... cause tcher having course... meaningfull cause itx a holx... can slp til later lolx... can slack whole dae... herm maybe school shd be lidat... lolx... hahaz.... but sian larhz lolx... sho mi typing all this crap larhz... herm type 4 half an hr le...
SHO Buaiz... miss mi mah ppl... onli til mon then can jian mian wor... herm 4 mi laopo... U absent from sch ytd leh... take care wor... sobx mon then can see ya... =p

herm juz reach hm after sch... school quite lame larhz.. hahaz... veri slack todae lorhz gen no sch mei shen me liang yang... juz tt can see mi friendx... hahaz... heez... todae mi arnt rotting le hahaz... herm the sec3 went 4 their sec3 camp le.. wish them all the best bahx... esp when the weather now a daes nt so goot... they wud suffer during mud activities de lorhz... sure alot mud de... ohh wellx goot luck and take care jiu dui le... Btw to the Npx reading this blog... Thurx shd be haf training... schedule nt confirm...

Juz sth Extra... hahaz... now mi veri sian... No1 Online de... From ASS de larhx... hey mi getting lamer and lamer le leh... all sch's fault larhx... nitex... zZz

todae is the firz dae of sch wor... hahaz... letx tok bout sch... herm it is 7hrs lata... hahaz... lolx lame larhz... but juz dunno leh still nt slping... dun feel like slping... xi guan 2 slp le... HOW!?! hahaz... nvm force moiself ta slp lorhx... so mi crap wan le jiu go slp le bahx nitex pplx... missing u all... so going sch earli tml... (if overslep jiu cham) hahaz... nitex... 4/2 rawkx... (betta wifout a form tcher) HYUNH SUX!!!